SUSPIRIA (2018)
dir. Luca Guadagnino
15 Jan 2019 / Reblogged from ourdeathswillstopnothing with 462 notes
you know, it is not very often that I see a gif and experience this strong a desire to put my hand into it.
(Source: riverwindphotography)
15 Jan 2019 / Reblogged from telirix with 344,913 notes
Cheers for self love!!!
Self appreciation post.
Energy
How I feel all the time
2019 Resolution
I want to be able to wake up and have this internal loop
I need this energy. 😂
15 Jan 2019 / Reblogged from poeticsadsap with 6,510 notes
no nerds
i slightly edited these and put my name on them (finally…….) please reblog this post and not the repost that i see from time to time. it has like a bazilion notes!! makes me sad
10 Jan 2019 / Reblogged from ourdeathswillstopnothing with 253,775 notes
You can’t do it. You can’t kill me.
Give me time.
10 Jan 2019 / Reblogged from bvffythevampireslayer with 581 notes
If you lose someone but find yourself, you won
thanku, next
6 Jan 2019 / Reblogged from knivescha0 with 20,736 notes
hardest thing to learn during recovery is….. some of your misery is your own fault. you have to actively choose to stop wallowing in your own pain & start to recover. that means stop being self deprecating, start taking care of yourself, start eating healthy, start taking your hygiene seriously, even if it’s hard. & it is hard! but you must.
As someone who has recovered I don’t… think this is the best way to phrase this sentiment? Like it’s not about “fault”? A neurotypical person is able to do those basic things not because they naturally are a better person than you are… Like there are very real neurological reasons why people with mental illness struggle with these things. It’s not as easy as “love yourself” or “take care of yourself.” And sometimes people even do all the things OP advises and STILL are miserable–it’s called functional depression. What then?
I think it’s more useful to point out that there are concrete things someone can do to get better. Taking steps to do the things OP says often can help, but it’s also very chicken and egg. It wasn’t until I started recovering that I even had more spoons to stay on top of basic self care. It also takes waaay more than self care to recover. You may also need therapy. And medication. And the support of friends or family.
It’s important that people know not all hope is lost and that you can start the road to recovery at any time, but that road is long and it’s not easy. And it’s not your fault it’s this hard. It’s not your fault that the things that come easily to others don’t come easily to you. That trauma or abuse or illness has stolen years of your life.
The wording of this post comes dangerously close to a weird sort of bootstrap mentality. It’s okay to ask for help and get resources when you feel overwhelmed. You DO have to get out of the rut of just accepting your life as it is, but again, that whole mentality is a SYMPTOM of the disease, not the primary cause. It’s a symptom that can also prevent your recovery, but it’s not your *fault*–it’s something you have to actively fight each day until you overcome it if you want any chance of getting better, and that sucks and is unfair. But know that if you clear that first hurdle of overcoming the self-defeatism and hopelessness that can lead to you improving your life if you take the right steps.
6 Jan 2019 / Reblogged from knivescha0 with 82,010 notes
“Don’t bend; don’t water it down; don’t try to make it logical; don’t edit your own soul according to the fashion. Rather, follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly.”— Franz Kafka (via stemdeath)
(Source: alypon)
4 Jan 2019 / Reblogged from rushofnostalgia with 3,151 notes